21 08 2011

Suddenly fall in love with this dance movement!

I also don't know why!

This week holiday boring till my brain already sot..

keep find those lame things haha

Wish that I could learn this dance ><

And ya next time will learn this kind of make up also xD

I love korean make up so much!

Because very natural and simple :)

I don't like those japanese make up..

Look like doll only..

Act cute =.=

not good not good..

哈哈你是不是想说我长大了？
爱美了 xD
当然啦！
我18岁了叻
再过不久就老咯
到时才爱美嚒？
我真的发现
I really grow up already!!!
女大十八变?
还没酱快啦
正在学习着~~

Fulfill my dream

Ishh the disadvantage of having holiday......BORING!
I tell myself  I need to do something.
But I don't know why..
I can't walk away from laptop!!!
Because I don't know what should I do without laptop.
So..
I have decide to do something that still can use laptop.
That is....


















DANCING!
"What?!! Dancing?!! Are you sure?"
Ya serious,JIN JA..
I know you will be very shocked right?
but is true.
This is my secret since I was small :)
It's my interest since I was still small.
I always dance in my mom's room before I got into washroom with towel and blanket
until now also xD
hahaha shhhh just you and me know this secret ya!
Don't tell others xP


yea the photos that what you see later are my favourite dance last time..

When I was kindergarden-standard 3 something,I wish I could learn ballet :)

After I watch a movie,suddenly I love this ballroom dance.Somehow right? xD
And I love thier dresses and shoes :)
but is too sexy..
So ya,I know my mom won't allow.
SO....

When I was in secondary school..
I think about form 2 or 3..
I so wish that I could learn this dance>HIP HOP dance
But I don't dare to tell my mom because of financial problems >~<

Actually I love to dance..
If you ask me to choose between singing and dancing..
I will choose dancing :D
When I looked back my childhood photo albums..
That's a lot of photos about I'm dancing leh!
Haiz..
Because of my leg!
I don't dare to do too much of sport things.
I scare the feeling
The feeling is like you don't have leg,you can't sense anything.
because the leg is totally paralysis!
I HATE THAT FEELING!


so now I just want to dance something like this...
not so intense ^^

[HQ] Girl's Generation Sorry Sorry and Genie 080809

or something like this

SNSD-Run Devil Run ★ Full Cover Dance

Isn't it easy?

Hehe so I will use this few days to dance to fulfill my dream!

Just want to dance for fun.

If my knee didn't injured,I think I will go and learn it.

Haiz.....

Oh ya,somehow I love this kind of shoes too! xD

End of semester 1

Time passed so DAMN fast!!!
OMG I was like "What?I've been in the college 4 months+ already?"
It can't be *shocked face*
But is true..
Now is end of semester 1
And I will be in the semester 2 in few more days
I'm so happy that finally I can study my favourite course!
But the problem is...
My life will getting harder soon.
All the lecturers damn STRICT!


They will just throw away our works if they find that our works are BAD
So,this is the life that I need to go through it
Tiring and suffer
But you know right?
I won't give up so easily
My future,my family and for myself..
I need to work harder than others
Once I failed to do so
I will feel sorry to all the people that always support me!


Yea..
lastly..
I hope that semester 2 I will be in the same class with my sem 1 coursemates.
Please don't separate us..
I love my coursemates so muchieee!
GAMBATEH YA~
My coursemated and me!

I CAN DO IT!!

Aza!
Aza Aza fighthing!!

10 08 2011

French fries

我做的！！

Game Board

以上是我组的作品
所有的事情都很不顺利
这两个星期发生好多好多的事
每一天都在忙
不然就是生气
projects做得不顺利
又被别人批评

这一天我终于忍不住哭了出来
头一次在college哭
从早上忍到下午终于顶不顺了

早上得知很多不好的传言
连自己班的人也要“踩我们一脚”
我知道他们都很高分
但也不至于要在我们面前炫耀自己高分好不好？
而且还要在我们面前说:"We better than fast food right?" =.=
我的组是做fast food,他们是transformers
其实lecturer不该在当天说出分数
我们简直是down到~~~~
没有笑容，也没讲话

更shui的是...
老师干嘛那么针对我们？！
就因为我们讲话小声就低分？！
HALO现在是以作品给分咯！
我们真的做到很差嘛？
我们的是创意好不好？！
算了
我也不想再生气
越写越生气
以后就再加油吧 唉

okay过了早上的presentation
又是交另一个project了
也就是game board
这个更死
被lecturer讲到~~~~
"为什么没有跟着我讲的去做？”
“为什么这个盒子那么松？”
“你骗我！”
“不可能你们没有听到，我讲了很多次！”
“为什么别班有就是你们没有？”
“你们没有听！”
等等....

炸到！
我们整班没有听到咯
不可能整班没听到啊
竟然冤枉我 T^T
走出办公室前
我的脸是红的咯
当我走出办公室后
我把脸靠在墙，哭了..
我一直在埋怨，为什么这几天做的事情都那么不顺利？！
为什么这种事会发生在我们身上？
我很不明白！
我不在意分数
我在意的是老师不公平！
也不负责任！
就把所有的事推到我们的身上

一遇见CF的家人
我真的真正哭了出来
鱼到~~~
哭到好大声 ><
哭出来后好多了
不去计较了
算了吧~
我知道上帝会安排我前面的道路 :)
所以我不必感到害怕！

之后看了 《 SOUL Surfer 》
感觉好多了
所以现在也不去想了
别担心我
一切都很好 :)
只是偶尔会伤心啦 哈哈
正常吗~~

我会在努力的！
哪里做的不够好，尽管告诉我！
我会improve!!
我不会让别人看遍的！！
绝对不能！！

可是不要误会
我只是想发泄而已
没有恶意 :)
我知道公事是公事
我能分清楚也能明白
我还是很喜欢我学院的朋友
C CUp never separate ^^

SMKKB 4th Wind Band concert

这次是我第一次购买自己乐队concert的票 xD
RM20 在KLPAC~
不错的一个地方
可以考虑在那里举办一些节目
租金就不知道多少钱了

这次的演奏会不去真的很浪费！
很值得看！
地点又好！

当他们演奏一些我曾经吹过的歌..
眼泪一直在眼睛里打转
很多的回忆顿时出现在我脑海里
有开心的也有不开心的
啊啊啊实在是很想哭

另一个想哭的原因是
因为他们玩ABBA Gold
是我爸爸最喜欢听的歌
当然我，弟弟，妈妈甚至kakak都喜欢听
当时我感觉到我爸爸好像就在我身旁
和我一起享受那动听的音乐
所以我心里流泪了
如果我爸爸还在
他一定会出席每一场的演奏会的
唉..
多渴望他还在
多希望他看见我在台上表演的样子 ><

接下来的日子
就让我代替我爸爸出席每场的演奏会吧 :D

结束后
本来还想找他们拍个照
可是他们却忙来忙去的
所以就先离开了
不过真的是个很棒的演奏会
KB band越来越强了！
加油！
永远支持你们！！