Sunday, April 22, 2012

千七块一堂课


14.4.2012 (Saturday)-永远记得这一天

到现在还是很难接受
自己竟然会被骗
但就像大家所说的
至少我安全回来
不然你们就会永远看不见我了

一向来对钱很敏感的我
也会有被骗的一天
故事情节给我3天都说不完
当时一人去time square
几位少年人挡着我要我帮他们打开他们手上的东西
我一直不断拒绝
最后在踏上monorail站之前再次被他们阻挡
他们真的很烦  ╮(╯▽╰)╭
唯有敷衍他们帮他们打开就赶快走人
( ⊙o⊙ )? 天在玩我吗
怎么一开就是super bonus  =.=||
死缠乱打的他们真的很欠扁!
一直要我跟他们回公司
说了一大堆谎言只想赶快走人
怎知道有个男的竟然看出我是基督徒
很好,他就说他也是基督徒
我不相信他
他就开始拿出手机show圣经给我看
说了一大堆我都懂的比如青年团、少团...
就因为他这句话
像个傻子的我就开始相信他
真的很笨

对,我是跟他回了公司
我没有被他们迷魂
我很清醒我自己在做什么
做的最错的是就是要去拿钱时应该是要联络妈妈的
可是我没那么做
我只是不想打扰在另一边和朋友出去的妈妈
是...
我做错了,我被骗了
RM1,700说多又不多说少也不少
但对于我来说是个很大的数目
我真的很无助
哭着打电话给弟弟发泄
一个人在Time Square大众面前哭

回来告诉妈妈后
眼泪真的无法停止
就像失恋一样抱着妈妈哭
哭了很多个小时才停下来
当时我真的相信他们不会骗我
就是因为基督徒3个字
怎知道.....╮(╯_╰)╭

当天真的很难熬过
我就像失恋一样不停地丢东西
乱喊得像个被强奸的人一样
哭声里带着生气的怨气
两只手紧握拳头
很难受很难受..
对不起妈咪,我吓到你了
第一次让你看到如此恐怖的我
现在想起来当时的我真的很恐怖,很令人担心
我多怕自己会傻掉
连续几天都一直在哭,一想起又哭了
连续几天真的很没心情
连续几天都没笑了,每天都很忧郁的样子
连续几天无法控制自己的情绪
真的好令人担心

“钱没有了可以赚回来,女儿没有了就没有了。至少你安全回来。”
“我不希望因为钱而失去了一个开心果。”
“不要怕我在这里,我会保护你。”
“对不起是妈咪的错我应该多陪你的,我忽略了你对不起。”
“不要哭了,不要吓妈咪,我很怕看到你这样。”

咪,对不起令你担心了
是我的错,我应该打电话给你的
我不应该去相信这些刮刮乐的
现实的生活就是这样
我不再轻易相信任何人了
我想通了
以后读完书那千七块肯定可以赚回来
至少我安全回来了~
感谢上帝护着我 T_T

我没事了,别担心
我已经可以控制自己的情绪

给那个骗我的人:
基督徒不是这样给你糟蹋的,我警告你!!
电话里有圣经又怎样?你没有资格用它来欺骗别人!
如果你真的是基督徒,反省吧!
你这种做法,抱歉了上帝不喜悦你
我不需要骂你还是诅咒你
上帝自然会处置你...


Thursday, April 12, 2012

Maplestory Celebrations



7/4/2012 

My dear brother 17th birthday :)
This video took me more than 48 hours to finish it.
Yes it looks simple but the front part..
1 minute = 100 pictures
Is my first time to do this kind of video
Consider as a challenge for me
My photoshop is not that good but I willing to learn
I learn from youtube for few days and then I start to make this video
Photoshop is a very interesting software
If you know how to use, is very cool to use it

I try to make it like made by those pro people
Maplestory celebration and the front part are just a trap
A trap to let my brother to feel interested on it and watch it!
HAHA is works. xD
He cried after he watch it
But then that time I not at home,couldn't see how touched was he
He hug me right after I step into my house
I'm shocked but I feel so proud for doing all those
He is the only brother, is my pleasure to do something for him
Can you feel my love towards you? :)

That 48 hours really hard to go through it
I have to do it secretly, couldn't let my brother know it
When he come into the room, I have to click FB quickly
48 hours, I do it until 3am+ only go and sleep
I get stucked when I don't have any idea on it
And then I will start to feel moody and feel like want to give up
But it didn't happen!
The idea come into my mind everytime when I feel sleepy LOL!
So I do it non-stop until I really can't open my eyes anymore

Anyway, I still watch this video every day
I'm so proud for myself
MOVIE MAKER can do such things man! WOW!
Unbelievable~~
I can handle photoshop very well too :')
I learn a lot of things during this 48 hours
It prove that....
"If you willing to learn,willing to learn from mistakes..You will success!"

*I forget to save my PS file T^T
As a designer,this kind of feeling can hurt our heart badly! :'(